I Laugh When I'm With Friends But Sad When I'm Alone

(Yeah, uhhhh)

(Yeah, uh, uhh)

Hurry up and bounce it before I forget

What I made in my head

I don't wanna spend my life thinking what they'll think or what they might

If I go see her show, she might collapse and lose her life

I guess I'll save some money and save myself from wasting time, like

Fuck this lil' dyke, the way she's going, it'll be her fault if she ever dies

All that time you was talkin', that shit was eatin' me alive

Through the judgments, you didn't see I was fightin' for my life

How could I send signs? And God forgive me if I cry

Then I'll become an attention seeker and not a leader

See people will only really understand you when they need you

I guess I'm better off all alone in a two-seater

People tellin' me to stop, don't be a weak human being

While the voice inside my head keeps tellin' me that I need it

I now ask you, please stop judgin' me

I got myself out this single handedly

And we do what we do 'cause we don't understand the consequence

Of every step we take is wrong, how could we ever see the mess?

(Uhh)

And it's not just you and me, the whole youth is depressed

Living with the devil, constant battle every day

Wake up, gotta talk to people but I don't know what to say

And they tellin' me get off my ass, I was born on the wrong path

(Yeah, mmm)

And I'm tryna solve these problems, but I was always bad at math

(Mmm, yeah)

And your voice has made it harder, and that's just honestly

I had to shoot up to my brain to become the person that I wanna be

(Yeah, oh)

Growin' up tryin' to figure out who you are

Sniffin' shit at 14, it becomes a little hard

When you're livin' in a scene where the healthy shit is far

But the drugs are no further than your room or your car

Don't be alarmed, it'll get brighter, it'll get better

It's 'cause we are fighters and tougher than leather

The strong you is inside, but you just haven't met her

Only we control our storm because we are the weather

Don't get how I could love the things that really torn me

Remember tellin' myself that I was quittin' in the mornin'

And was you really tryna help or was you tryna tell a story?

It's okay 'cause I got me and I don't need you to feel sorry

The future's bright, let's make it plural

We got us, we are the light

We are the world, we are love

We gotta fight for ourselves 'cause no one's gonna

No one's gonna

(Yeah)

I laugh when I'm with friends, but I'm sad when I'm alone

And I be alone and I be alone and I be alone

And I be alone

And I be alone

And I be alone

(Yeah Uh)

I laugh when I'm with friends but I'm sad when I'm alone

And I be alone, I be alone (Yeah, ohhh)

I laugh when I'm with friends but I'm sad when I'm alone

And I be alone