Of Love Then Deceit

Why didn't you tell

Your secrets in there

It seems i was fool

My unfaithful one

Come closer to walk

I'm blinding by lights

Just take me beyond

And so far away

These so darkened gardens

Are dreaming the spring

That had frozen well

Of love then deceit

Why did you leave

That peace now disease

Out there was none

When someone was here

And when did you froze

The ending was near

You burned all we had

And all that we willed

Then let them to do

Whatever with me

My gardens have sold

As you set them free

Just ask me who i was to hear my screams

And tell me no more of me and whatever unreal

I'd let you come in but you were never here

And truly we had no love but a beautiful deceit

I ask what are you and i hear the silence

I was blind and could not see you were never real

It seems we were never stand to be divided now

And i suppose it's just another kind of a dream

Have you ever thought what happened to me then

I fell in absence of myself now i'm lost and forgotten

I've found visions of many things that never have been

Adrift in memories and your specter behind me

Deviated i embraced my tortured body and would nothing

In desire of someone i never wish to becomes real

I preferred to change my life and finally i think it's done

But i don't believe in love again

I want some god to loves me