Amends

Another day

Slips through my fingers

And I can’t sieze

I’m still moving going nowhere

And I should

Break up with all the lies

I tell myself

And give up

The peace of mind

Of my own hell

Because sometimes

Amends will tear apart

Tie up won’t hold to last

But somehow, someway

Your voice in me says

You better rebuild your foundations

Stay in touch

Isn’t that hard

But not for me

I’m not trying to hide

You’re still trying to make up

I’m still trying to understand

Why it took so long to have this conversation?