Fend For Myself

Are you there? Can you listen?

Or will you shut me out

pretend I don't exsist?

As you have

every other time

Am I here? Do you see me?

Or am I once again invisible?

Shoved in the back of your mind

You never understood

You never really cared

You never saw who I was

And I sit here, crying

trying to make you see

As I walk out the door

you still don't understand

That I'm never coming back

You chose her over me

Distracted by her spell

You left me to fend for myself

I wonder if there is a chance

I'd like it to work

but it never will

I'm gone, do you notice?

My spirit and cheer have vanished

but you'll never know

cuz you don't care

Or do you?

Suddenly in this battle

you put up a fight

wanting me all to your own

selfishness glows

love has vanished

you want me just to say you were there

I had hoped it would work out

Perhaps your heart would melt

but it's over, be gone

I'm scarred, are you happy?

You'll never see what your missing

Good-bye