Solitude (Exterior)

I swept through the streets without notice

Impatient as the wind when the year begins to die

Wandered the Exterior for love and connection

Found the indifference of Outside

And when I passed through crowds

The insight revealed with a crushing blow

That I am inferior, a vagabond

Forever isolate, an island, alone

Autumn passed without notice

Feel the impatience of the wind as the year begins to die

Old windows rattle

A light from the street splays along your closed eyes

And when the Night finds you asleep in my arms

The insight was always revealed though reluctantly known

That I am inferior, a vagabond

Forever isolate, an island, alone

I’ve become as the Star

Surrounded by Life when viewed from afar

But, in reality, light years dead

And equally distant from my peers instead