Bona Fide Push Over

I am alone and feeling deprived

Maybe it's because I don't know what's inside

Of my heart, and in my mind

When all my thoughts are kept inside

Some of my thoughts deal with death

But most deal with happiness

Of a girl that I can see

But she's not here next to me

Once I thought of a time

When everything was fine

And everyone just liked me

For trying to be me

So now I am alone

With no one to call my own

Thinking of the time that has passed

Which could have been a real blast

I always thought way too hard

About problems people face in everyday life

I know thinking too much is not good for you

But when you are lonely its something to do