Hurt

I hurt myself today

To see if i still feel

I focus on the pain

The only thing that's real

The needle tears a hole

The old familiar sting

Try to kill it all away

But i remember everything

-

What have i become?

My sweetest friend

Everyone i know

Goes away in the end

-

You could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

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I wear this crown of shit

Upon my liar's chair

Full of broken thoughts

I cannot repair

Beneath the stains of time

The feelings disappear

You are someone else

I am still right here

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What have i become?

My sweetest friend

Everyone i know

Goes away in the end

You could call have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

If i could start again

A million miles away

I would keep myself

I would find a way