Lifetime

The pain sounds so strong in your head

You can't stand losing all your friends

For you it is the end, you're living dead

Did you forget you lost your bet

If you could would you push "reset"

Cause until your last breath

Your life's filled with regret

You see the obviousness

Sure it's your biggest mess

Girl of friend you choose

You just can't get both at once

Cause you stick to what I call a loser

Pray to stay with her

Cause you wake up every morning next to her

Loud voice you hear,problems are near

Now time has come for you to pay

Throughout your life I'll be in your way

You've know me well since my first day

Clockwork of life, I say

Selfish you wish to reach

Your goal and like a leech

Leave my defenses breached

No time for speech

I hope you have changed

Your ways more than ever

Lifetime reminder

As I write these lines down one year later

I feel better, no more anger