Seven Years Old

My conciousness, don't care now about the rest

No job, no cash, nobody cares about myself

Pain never left

I'm alone in my room,

Where flowers never bloom

Cause everyday nothing new on my way

My own father's victim of

A Widespread cancer

I look outside, I'm going for a ride

Aggression I can't hide

Only one spark is worth the walk

Seven years old girl in the park

Her eyes filled with loving

Innocent dream

I'm behind her, too much torture

She's lighthearted

Contrasting red, the only color

I've seen in this world

Someone will pay for each day in my war

Heat affects me, wind blows

Her scent towards me

And the first strike is far enough

To blind my sight

All this warm blood, I must admit it's odd

Her life's about to turn

Rape her won't give me much pleasure

I only let go the pressure

A gaze, no one around

To hear her head on the ground

I'm walking up, I sweat too much

I lost control, bottomless hole

And by window, a seven years old girl

Alone in this world

She's so beautiful