When I Refused

I used to have it all,

Now i'm in this underworld

Making use of the organization.

Get back, clean out the mind.

Obedience is limitless.

No need to submit.

I need this place right away.

Willing to change.

Willing to be adapted.

But all are under my sway.

An act with firm decision.

Then i'll die.

I used to have it all,

But i had to regress.

Doped to prevent assimilation.

Always harmonizing.

Blocking my senses.

So very persuasive.

I used to have it all.

A bit pretentious, maybe.

But i'm not in a cage

For the one i'm waiting for.

Making use of this disorder.

I'm catching up with you.

No need to bother, please.

Nor am i faking a smile.

Burned by your own fire.

Eventually they knew i was involved.

An uncompromised purpose.

It's a kind of hallucinogen.

Blocking my senses.