So Many Tears

I shall not fear no man, but God

Though I walk through tha valley of death

I shed so many tears

If I should die before I wake

Please God walk with me

Grab a nigga and take me to heaven

Back in Elementary, I thrived on misery

Left me alone I grew up amongst a dying breed

Inside my mind couldn't find a place ta rest

Untill I got that Thug Life tatted on my chest

Tell me can ya feel me?

I'm not liven in tha Past, Ya wanna last

Be tha first ta blast, remember Kato

No longer with us he's deceased

Call on tha sirens, seen him murdered in tha streets

Now rest in peace

Is there heaven for a 'G'?

Remember me, so many homies in tha cemetary

Shed so many tears

Lord

I suffer through tha years

And shed so many tears

Lord

I lost so many peers, shed so many tears

Now that I'm strugglin' in this business

By any means, label me greedy gettin green

But seldom seen

And fuck tha world 'cause I'm cursed

I'm havin visions of leaven here in a hurse

God can ya feel me?

Take me away from all tha pressure and all tha pain

Show me some happiness again

I'm goin' blind

I spend my time in this cell, ain't livin' well

I know my destiny is hell, where did I fail?

My life is in denial

And when I Die, baptized in Eternal Fire

Shed so many tears

Lord

I suffer through tha years

And shed so many tears

Lord

I lost so many peers, shed so many tears

Now I'm lost and I'm weary

So many tears, I'm suicidal, so don't stand near me

My every move is a calculated step

Ta bring me closer

To embrace an early death now there's nothing left

There was no mercy on tha streets

I couldn't rest

I'm barely standing, bout to go to pieces, screaming peace

And though my soul was deleted, I couldn't see it

I had my mind full of deamons tryin' ta break free

They planted seeds and they hatched sparking tha flame

In my brain like a match, such a dirty game

No memories, just misery

Painting a picture of my enemies killing me in my sleep

Will I survive till' tha morning ta see tha Sun

Please lord forgive me for my sins

Cause here I come

Lord

I suffer through the years

And shed so many tears

Lord

I lost so many peers, shed so many tears

Lord knows I've tried, been a witness ta homicide

Drive-bys taken lives, little kids die

Wonder why as I walk by

Broken hearted as I glance at tha chaulk line, gettin' high

This ain't tha life for me

I wanna change

But ain't no future right for me

I'm stuck in tha game

I'm trapped inside a maze

See this Tangaray influenced me ta gettin crazy

Disillusioned lately

I've been really wanting babies

So I could see a part of me that wasn't always shady

Don't trust my lady

Cause she's a product of this poison, I'm hearen noises

Think she's fucken with my boys, can't take no more

I'm fallin' to tha floor

Beggin' for tha Lord ta let me in ta Heavens door

I shed so many tears

Lord

I lost so many peers

And shed so many tears

I lost so many peers, shed so many tears

Fades

I suffered through the years and shed so many tears