Ecstasy

I lay in bed all day sucking on the ecstasy

Of what we did and what you said as you were touching me

You know it's not like me; sucking all your energy

You weren't afraid to see, but now

you're thinking less of me

Can you swallow this one last kiss

Here's a fifth to start the day

I know exactly how you feel, cause you're lying next to me

And then you slide back down; the silent sound

The things you do to comfort me

I know you'd like me to succeed

But now you're disappointing me

I lay in bed all day sucking on the ecstasy

Of what we did and what you said as you were touching me

You know it's not like me; sucking all your energy

You weren't afraid to see, but now

you're thinking less of me

And now there comes a time to speak my mind

I'm growing weak, I'm out of line

You better lay me down to sleep

I'm not what I used to be

She walks in the door

I want some more

Are you a slut, are you a whore

You know I'm something in between

But now it just fades away

I lay in bed all day sucking on the ecstasy

Of what we did and what you said as you were touching me

You know it's not like me; sucking all your energy

You weren't afraid to see, but now

you're thinking less of me

I've got to face this, I'm going to break

I'd die for a piece of your healthy fate

This is everything that I've grown to need

These pillows and sheets belong to me

They're singing

Lay down, lay down, lay down, lay down

Ok, you can think what you wanna think

In the morning I think that my dick will shrink

It's like, hey what you want, don't you know it's free

You don't look so pretty lying next to me

It isn't fair, but you wanted it too

And now I live in the land of the dead for you

But hey, we make mistakes, that's fine, that's great

I'm not a saint, but I'm not fake

So tell me what you really want

So tell me why you lie in this bed with me

When between your legs you're so diseased

I should've known that you thought it wouldn't bother me

I'm like you wanna piece of meat, here's a piece of me

The truth is that it bothers me

When you're deceiving the one that you tried to please

Babe I know that you thought that we were meant to be

But don't tell me what you think, cause I won't agree

The tricks that you said to me

Have got my head rolling with the fucking ecstasy

I'm so tired of these fucking dreams

I'm so tired of these pillow seams

And all day I wanna scream

And I feel like I'm floating outside of me

I'm so sick that I might agree

I guess I'll never be what I wanna be, cause

I lay in bed all day sucking on the ecstasy

Of what we did and what you said as you were touching me

You know it's not like me; sucking all your energy

You weren't afraid to see, but now

you're thinking less of me

You're thinking less of me

You're thinking less of me

You're thinking less of me

Now you're thinking less of me

Come on, think slut, tell me what you want

Think slut, tell me what you want

You're a big slut

Tell me what you want