pains

Fuck

I can’t move slow

I can’t hide it there’s something more

I can’t let go

I can’t find what I’m lookin' for (ooh-ooh)

I can’t hide it there’s something more

I can’t let go, I can’t find what I’m lookin' for

Feeling so fucked up

Caught a wave headin' straight for the rocks

Tryna hold my gaze

Wait, stop

I just lost another train of thought

My throat burns I'm on fire but I can't speak

You're now live

You're on air now I can't breathe (oh)

Out lost track of the time chasin' old dreams down

In the past but we're dying and I can't sleep now

I don't wanna fuck this up again

Staring down the clock cause this gon' end

And all is well

I'm pulling back cause I'm tired of fighting myself

I can’t move slow

I can’t hide it there’s something more

I can’t let go

I can’t find what I’m lookin' for (ooh-ooh)

I can’t hide it there’s something more

I can’t let go, I can’t find what I’m lookin' for

Body in the future and my head in the past tense

I would lie to solve any issue we had back then

Will I last long is this shit gon' die in plastic

Lost my first love and I started taking acid

I don't wanna fuck you up again

It's probably best if we stay friends

Got fuckboys tryna taint my image

I just hope I find peace of mind within

All this time that I've been given

That I don't need to live in the veldt

It's real life and I'm tired of fighting myself

I can't move slow

I can't hide if there's something more

(something more, something more)

I can't let go

I can't find what I'm looking for (ooh-ooh)

I can't hide if there's something more

(something more, something more)

I can't let go

I can't find what I'm looking for

Should we put this out?

Nah this shit is trash