Colateral

Holding back a frown

Can’t look down

Cause the room is spinning

Shakey till she comes

I’d feel dumb

If you knew I’m missing (I’m not)

Mexico again

Portland wind

And your stupid grinning

Hope it’s not too late

Had to wait

I didn’t have in me (what’s wrong)

This is my attempt

To amend

My past actions I was

Trapped inside my head

Seeing red

Feeding gas to fire

Haven’t made it out

But I found

Solace in denial

You’ll remember this

What we missed

It won’t take a while (come on)

I been tryna find peace ever since you left

(Insane I’m so gone now)

I been tryna find me ever since you left

(Insane I’m so gone now)

I been so alone now

Hands all on my throat now

I been off anxiety

At least I know now

Everybody knows now

Keep me comatose now

I’m just tryna find

What you find

‘Fore you come

Back in my life

I don’t wanna change

So I blame

People closest to me

They don’t get the half

That I have

My part needs improving (I know)

You see clearly now

Shaved your brows

Started over smoothly

I just built these walls

Missed your calls

Put my heart in stupid (I choked)

That’s not your black shirt

It was hers

You’d look better in it

We sat right here too

It was new

Nothing ever did it (so close)

Maybe it’s my nerves

Or a curse

They would never get it

Head down to your shoes

Through and through

You were always different (my own)