birthday party

I've been spending years tryna be my best self

And everytime I tried, I would always need help

They don't really know all the ways that I've felt

They don't know the type of cards I've been dealt

They be mad 'cause they couldn't of get this far

I could smell your lies all the way from a far

I don't want a job unless I whip a foreign car

I don't want a bitch unless she got a dark heart

Never changed, the woke up, yeah I woke up

Now It's time to focus, It's up to you to show up

Haters talking they don't know us, stressed out so I roll up

Don't know where I woke up, never change the woke up

Wipe all the tears on my rockstar skinny jeans (yeah)

I might get it 'cause I want it, that's my enemy (ooh)

'Cause I don't want a lot of friends, I don't want enemies

Middle finger to the bitches that are dead to me (oh)

Oh, yeah that'd be the worse case

Why you tryna diss me, what's the purpose? (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Rollin' on a bean and I'm nervous

No sleep in tonight, yeah we workin' (yeah)

This bitch please tryna call by the number (number)

Making one a time in the summer (summer)

I want 'rarries I don't want no Hummer (Hummer)

She said that she love me so I dumped her

Momma told me: Stay away from fake ass hoes

I said: I don't care and I just want to make that dough (make that dough)

I can tell which people are my friends or my foes (oh, yeah)

This is underneath my sleep and I don't wanna fold

Once upon a time in a far away place

Never met that bitch and I never seen her face

Doin' all the right things at the wrong place and time

How the fuck could I ever call you mine?

How the fuck we got here, I'm unsure

Ripping out my hair like I got cancer

Death runnin' through my veins, when I kiss her

Blacked out, watching lights get dimmer

You're the one for me, forget history

I need company, I need sympathy

It's lonely down here, please don't go my dear

You're the one I want, you're the one I fear

Ever since I was a boy, I wanted to be great

I don't know where this will take me I don't know my fate

Situations in my head, make me go insane

Welcome to my birthday party but you're running late

Aye, shit cuts deep, boutta pass out by the end of the week

Either you a strong one or you're fucking weak

Iced out grill I don't want them gold teeth

Take another dub, while you're taking a defeat

Saying that I'm trash, saying that I'm out of peak

Please shut the fuck up, for the second beat

I don't wanna hear a bitch, I don't wanna sleep I'm woke

I never changed the woke up, yeah I woke up

Now I'ts time to focus, I'ts up to you to show up

Haters talking they don't know us, stressed out so I roll up

Don't know where I woke up, I never changed the woke up

(Ooh yeah)