A Public Announcement From The Agoraphobic

All that is left is the mourning after

When all that is left is the mourning

Lay back, lose hope, break a smile

There was so much

I dreadfully desired to become

Yet there is nothing left to uncover

Only the failure to hold on to

Remains of days gone wild fade in

The days that were to savior

Come ravishing

There's nothing left to conquer

Nothing left to discover

There's nothing to ease the hunger

That builds on only never descending lust

Twist and turn

Am i the only one abortive

Look around

Or do they hide all that we have in common

How do they obtain

Where does it all come from

When every step i take

I must jump two back

'I will never let go,

I will never let you drown'

Let's hear some of the clichés

You've been constantly telling me

'You'll never give up

You'll always take 'em down'

Let's hear more of those lies

About the strenght i once had in me

The morning after

All that is left is the mourning

When all that is left is the mourning

Lay back, lose hope, breake a smile

There's nothing that justifies

Nothing that glorifies

Nothing that calms the throbs

There's nothing to halt the flow

Of the ever-ascending unhinged memories

Lay back, lose hope

Fight the slight desire

To be dead

Twist and turn

Am i the only one abortive

Look around

Or do they hide all that we have in common

How do they obtain

Where does it all come from

When every step i take

I get kicked two back

'I will never let go,

I will never let you drown'

Let's hear some of the clichés

You've been constantly telling me

'You'll never give up

You'll always take 'em down'

Let's hear more of those lies

About the strenght i once had in me

Lost all its purpose

Lost all it meant to me

I'll break a smile that shows

Only the decay for all to see

Can't make the vertigo

Can't make it disappear

I'd give all back

For just one final moment of purity

Give it all back, give it...

All that is left is the mourning after

When all that is left is the mourning

Lay back, lose hope, break fucking a smile

The time has come

The time to change again

Make believe there is a chaste mañana

But it sucks me back within

This is it, this is it,

This is the furthest it goes

From the top of the world, ma

To the bottom of the hole

Keep calm, keep calm,

You ran out of luck

Lay back, lose hope,

You messed-up dumb-fuck

I know it can't be done

It all comes to an end

Breathe hard, dumb-fuck,

There's no need to pretend

For ten seconds i let go

And lost ten years good and all

It took a lifetime to crawl up

And just a moment to fall

Don't lay your eyes on me

Don't turn you're back on me

Please don't lay your eyes on me...

I can't bear to see myself look back