You Were

This is the conclusion to a never ending story

You were so much more than just a whole in the heart

You were my hearts demolisher

But you were afraid to piece it back together

You were my graves digger

But you weren't brave enough to fill the hole

You were my caskets crafter

But were too scared to nail it shut

You were my minds infection

And you had the cure but dreaded me sane

You were pleading, pleading on your shattered knees

You were my backs stabber

But you weren't strong enough to pull it free

You were my souls desire

But you were too nervous to feed the fire

You were my eyes blinder

You didn't want me to see the truth

You were my necks noose

You would pray for me to loose

You were the one who made e feel wrong

But you never knew how wrong you were

I seek vengeance

I seek destruction

I have them both ready for you

But i'd still stab myself to death

Before ever inflicting pain upon you

I'm not afraid of my emotions

I'm not the one hiding in dark corners

Praying on my knees

And putting on a murderous mask

I'm not the one fearing love

I'll take it head on and see what it can do for me

I'll see what it can do foe me

I don't know if i hope the rumors are true or not

If love can get the best or worst of you