This Is Where We Meet

There is nothing i can ever do to make myself appear like i have it all together.

I’ll watch myself crumble. every time i try it gets harder to get it right.

Good motives i have kissed goodbye to sell the product not the life.

You still see me as a fallen entity, grasping what i can’t attain by myself,

It’s all on display. give me a second try that i don’t deserve,

Failing is part of my life but it’s what i choose.

Do i want to make things right or get caught up in the spiral that tears my life apart?

Not on my own i’ll give up every time.

I am so frail, progress is hard to find.

I can’t remain in this state where i fall away,

It’s haunting, it’s blaming, it crushes me.

Can i be restored? where i don’t hurt?

Where mistakes are forgotten?

Given a second try to make things right?

I’m breaking down, is this my fate?

You have held me up for so long but still i disappoint.

Your love never fails; it’s my choice

That comes between all you have planned for me.

Forgive my failures; they are too much to take on,

Too much to swallow. i can’t stand on my own,

I will always fall. i can’t do this alone,

A never ending cycle that causes me to stumble and give up what i long for.

I don’t deserve to make this right, i failed, i lost, this is where we meet.