To The Ruins

So this is what it feels like when dreams come crashing down

And the lies you spoke no longer hover out of reach

I'm walk in circles, it's nothing that you want to hear

To say that nothing's changed would be understating understatement

So much wasted time, so sick of days dreading the nights

We lost ourselves in these bright lights and cigarettes

We became our charade

I'm tired of fighting to keep off the lights

This is my most heartfelt spit in the face to every one of you

Please don't listen when I say that I care

I will stopped when you stopped watching me

Time can be healing if you just learn to wait

Every word is a knife, like walking into a cage of a thousand wolves

Pain makes tears flow but it tells you to pray

Such a fucking waste of time that's never coming back

This is the worst kind of nightmare, and I made it for myself