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i see you again, a painful reminder

a casualty of acquaintenance,

looking for the first fuck up

god knows you must be tired

the cross you bear, your favorite shelter

the forget me not of that loyal temper

smell you later friends

who's gonna pay for this shit?

well, that depends

you're sad

that you had to miss it

but you're glad

you weren't involved

when a shock to the ribs

or a kick to the head

didn't open up

your lying eyes,

despite the anger and dissent,

with our regrets,

your check request's denied

i stared at heaven through the gates of hell

liked the weather, couldn't stand the smell

and still i spit out razors from my bitter eyes

tall as a banana fence, blasting cigarettes

dull as any hammer gets

twice the mess

don't trust me or my temper

when i get drunk i lie

some dummies got the affluence to match their madness

started off at a size eleven, moved to cohasset,

built a dollhouse for a month and cried

they're splitting at the seams, so why am i?

i stared at heaven through the gates of hell

liked the weather, couldn't stand the smell

and still i spill out razors from my bitter eyes

it's the blood from the rock

that you can't get enough

that razor's love for bitter me

who's batching up the harmony?

with a smile that said i'm guilty,

i stood up:

i left heaven at the gates of hell

and i am never going back