Saboteur

Don’t got much to say

Staying up too late

Waking up so tired

Dragging through the day

Belly full of grease

I should eat more greens

Things I say I’ll do

But I put off for weeks

Watching all the trends from the outside

Jealous of my friends on the inside, oh

Writing off the things that I don’t like

Envious of people who know what they want, cuz

I fall in deeper

What I want, I’m not really sure

Confident then insecure

I’m a saboteur

I fall in deeper

What do I even deserve?

Doubtful then I’m self-assured

I’m a saboteur