Grapefruit

Hey, holy ghost, why'd you leave me? Where'd you go?

I know we ain't spoke in so long, but I've gotta know, if I'm alone

If I start drinking, I'm gonna be the town drunk

You always said I should lighten up

I'm gonna lighten up. I'm gonna lighten up

So long. I'm sorry that I wasn't who you want

If I can't make you happy, I'm no good for anyone

So long. I'm sorry that I wasn't who you you'd want

If I cant make you love me

I shut you out

After the funeral, mired in doubt

You thought a family would help

I was struggling. You could tell

When we got the news

That you were pregnant

We painted a room

Pink and orange like a grapefruit

I know how bad you wanted this too

I know it killed you

In all my dreams, I'm in the house that I grew up in

I'm trying to be half the man I know my dad is, or was

I see me as a father looking over a daughter

Who grew up to be just like you

And now, that's just a thread I can't hold onto

It's just an open wound

So long. I'm sorry that I wasn't who you want

If I can't make you happy, I'm no good for anyone

So long. I'm sorry that I wasn't who you'd want

If I cant make you love me

Hey, holy ghost

Why'd you leave me? Where'd you go?

Right when I fucking need you

I'm all alone. I'm all alone

So, I'll start drinking

Yeah, I'll be the town drunk

I'll be a burden on everyone