In Mourning

When we wake in the morning we will see the glorious

Sun. standing in the rays of life, our day has just

Begun, the essence of time is ours, precious as every

Minute goes by. i was a fool to have wasted, the

Stupidity i called fun. who is to love when the hearts

Have grown cold. a life can no longer exist. wheres

The love? if only heaven would shine on is a heart

Would be warm. in the night im clinging to my covers

In bed. i awake once again with another nightmare.

Close the door around you. lock yourself from the

Outside world. an empty heart cant feel love, just

Loneliness. i wish i would die, theres no peace within

Me. hurt and anger in my soul. emotionless as feelings

Are destroyed. only hoping my end will come. how long

Can i go on? experiencing depression. how long can i

Go on? there is no other way, to bring peace in my

Heart, it must all end someday. memories of an

Haunting dream, so close to losing my reality. tears

Are running down my face. i look towards the sky,

Screaming at god in heaven. oh please hear my cries of

Torment. i close my eyes, feelings distraught, my

Heart denies. for the one i loved now walks among

Angels. we shall meet again when the death closes my

Eyes. reunited together as one, happiness of mother

And son.