This I Ever Get

Ad i mean no harm but what's coming is relentless

Nothing remains the same

But i need to stand a chance in this

I become shelter and you whistle carefree

I flirted with ruination

I walked two steps ahead of my fate

I played cards with the devil

But couldn't tell no difference

It's in the headlines and you still ask me why

I chose to end this fight alone

There are bottoms to be found in every turn you take

There is high risk in every page you turn

It ends today my sins are vanished, you're just shades of grey and that's killing me

I don't miss the weight i had to leave behind

I have the sun on my back, i got rid of the whys

We all weight the burden of our guilt

With our personal measures and the way we lived

When the tide comes in, who can assure you that you'll keep afloat

And it all gets slipped away

As life throws barricades

Is this a need to escape or a chain to a baleful tomorrow

Is this a need to escape or a chain to a baleful tomorrow

It's in the headlines day after day

Just failed to meet your hopes

There are bottoms to be found in every turn you take

Let it be a lesson in life

You know it's hard to relate to the pain of others

But when the lights go out the cries will have the deepest sympathy

This armor's thick but i've grown fond of its imperfections

The design was flawed and the cuts made themselves at home.