Numb

Please can you help me - throw me a lifeline

In a distant sea of blackness i see a flame

My conscience beside me, my vacant emotions

Inside my hollow thoughts i still walk alone

Please can you guide me - away from the future

To shun my worries and turn my nights into days

And i see an angel landing beside me

With all this pain i feel god take me away

Take me away

Yeah i know

That i'm no one, nothing, lost inside my head

Yeah i'm here

For the pain, abuse, and torture that i will endear

Yeah i'm numb

From the visions etched inside my skull through the years

And the tears

Who can i turn to, cause i'm not myself now

It used to be so simple and easy to say

I need you to guide me, give me the answers

If the fire that burns inside you could light me the way

I'm standing in silence, and lost in confusion

And wishing someone else was feeling the same

I stand by the ocean, imagine the future

As the solid ground i stand on washes away

Wash me away

Yeah i know

That i'm no one, nothing, lost inside my head

Yeah i'm here

For the pain, abuse, and torture that i will endear

Yeah i know

That through all my grief i slowly lost control

Yeah i see

That the anger i once had is encircling me

And i'm still numb

From the fear inside still left to overcome

And i've had enough