Self Made Martyr

Realize that you're losing everything pure this time

Fight back to re-take the enemies in your mind

You follow what you know but you can't control just to find what I feel

Insanity might control your thoughts but it won't make them real

You up the dosage again

To dull this pain that won't ever end

No it never ends

No it never ends

Slowly it consumes you try as you might

Delirium controls you from deep inside

Self indulging in the ways you like to make believe

But you still don't exist to me

Realize that you're losing everything good again

Trading abuse for serenity won't help you mend

You're poisoning your soul cause you lost control won't get you close to me

It's you that's wrong but beneath it all you choose what not to see

Before you draw a line in the sand

Be sure you know that you made it end

And while I cross the line you drew

I'm sure of my feelings for you