Apostasy

I see your portrait in the ornament of lies

With the senseless marble eyes

I am almost buried under your mortal sin

In that void deep within

I suffocate among your gospels

And abstract revelations

Avoiding your distant cold

Forlorn in distress, how can I hold you in my heart?

Belief so lucid and fragile

Leads from enslavement to exile

Your angels could fly

If I could be blind

Existence for a moment of delight…

But not for amorphous devices…

I negate you as a fact,

I reject your laws for closed eyelids

The stars so wise and cold

Look at you with scorn

And your heavens bleed fallen

In a world of dead colours.

And I choke with your maggots

Untouched by venomous gleams

And I watch my life through

Convulsive painful ecstasy.

Tear my soul apart

If your mercy has no edges

Stop my heart forever,

Compel me to get down on my knees.