Saishin

sou watashi wa watashi ga kirai

kyoukan wa shinjinai subete wa uso

hibai no yoku kiku kusuri mo

kokoro no aza made iyashicha kurenai

agaku koto mo tsukare ima wa mou

nobashita te mo hanashite shimatta

dakedo watashi no kodoku watashi no mono da

rikai wa dekinai ubae ya shinai

mune sasu you na itami sae mo ima wa tadatada

dakara daikirai na jibun to ikiru

kurai tsurai saishin wo shinjiru no

omoidashite koroshite shimaitai kako wo

mou owatte shimae nanimokamo ga

sou itte kirisaita shashin no naka

nanimokamo wo nakushita toki

saigo ni sugareru mono wa soko ni dake

netami ya koukai wo kakushite

ikinobiru no minikui desho

demo ne jibun kirai no watashi ni shika

tsutaerarenai kotoba ga aru

fukeba tobu you na hakanai hi demo tadatada

sore wa michi yuku dareka no ashi wo terashi

mirai ninau tomoshibi to naru no

wasurenaide tashika na michishirube wo

mayowanai sube mo tadashii kotae mo

watashi ni wa wakaranai dakedo ne

sono kizu ya uso mo chiniku tonari

anata wo tsukuru kara

dakedo watashi no kodoku watashi no mono da

rikai wa dekinai ubae ya shinai

mune sasu you na itami sae mo ima wa tadatada

dakara daikirai na jibun to ikiru

kurai tsurai saishin wo shinjiru no

keshisatte shimaitai kizu ya uso mo

nomikonde ima koko terashidaseba

fukai yami mo kowakunai kara