Tears Of Joy

I'm getting sick and tired of crying tears over grandma

Lord knows I miss ya, I'm just livin through these pictures

Still reminiscin on them Thanksgiving dinners

Telling me to pray before I take on any mission

I can't blame God, maybe it's the seasons

Mama told me everything happens for a reason

I miss my nigga Del, trust my nigga Fo

I'm thankful for this music cus it helps a nigga cope

Remember discussing dreams on his mama front porch

He told me keep my focus dawg and stay away from dope

He said that we would make it, heavy dream chasin

Nothing's ever given so we might as well take it

If you walk or see me now

I know my granny she proud

I know my homies, them proud

I hold my momma, them down

But I can tell you these tears

I wish my daughter was here

I know my fans they proud

But take a look at me now (take a look at me now)

Crying tears of joy

My baby girl beautiful and now she's getting older

Got me heavy stressin cus these streets are getting colder

Prayin every night and still I keep that heat closer

And they ain't tryna end up on a shore that no one pposed

Lord have mercy, I'm tryin to see tomorrow

So I can teach my daughter and son to be a father

See ain't nobody perfect, all of us is sinners

Forgive and we forget but shit some things are still remembered

Daddy never called but know that hatred I surrendered

And whether not he proud I got success on my agenda

I did it for my family, I did it with my niggas

I did it for the fans, hope I can be remembered

I done came so far

I know my granny she proud

I know my homies, them proud

I hold my momma, them down

But I can tell you these tears

I wish my daughter was here

I know my fans they proud

But take a look at me now (take a look at me now)

Crying tears of joy

Carry the heavy load

It's been a long long road

Tears rolling right down my face

Finally made it to a better place

For all the people that tried

To stand in my way, I'm doin just fine

They can't stop what's meant to be

But thank God for my family

He kept me aiming for the clouds

When no one was around

He never had a doubt

I remember just tryna get my feet on the ground, hey!

Now take a look at me now!