Is It Worth It (feat. Zach Beaver)

I've been on the road, never home, I'm not the man I once was

You just wanna talk, wanna chill, need to tell me what's been goin' on

'Cause I ain't been to church in about three or four weeks, I'm slippin'

And I been doin' drugs, and I got a feelin' this is just the beginnin'

And I hold on, I hold on, probably doin' some other stuff that I can't put in song

It's two 'o clock in the mornin' and I've been feelin' alone

I'm listening to your project, it's helpin' me move along

But I stand still, like a mother got some bad news

My dad's drinking and he's always in a bad mood

Man, if I felt nothin', it'd be better

'Cause mama said to pray, but nothin's gettin' better like

Everything I know is fallin'

I'm cold, I'm callin'

Your name, but this pain

Is all that I see right now

Oh, and I've been losin' purpose

I'm runnin' in these circles

I'm askin' if it's worth it

I know that I need You

I know that I need You

But I think that I'm losin' my mi-mi-mi-mind

My mi-mi-mi-mind

My mi-mi-mi-mind

My mi-mi-mi-mind

My mi-mi-mi-mind

I'm searchin' for the words that I can say

I feel guilty 'bout the choices that I've made

These words, they're in my head, but I won't tell you

Don't think that I'm the person that can help you

'Cause I don't know it all

I just know when broken people start to get involved

They only make a mess of everything, it doesn't solve

All the problems, that's the problem, the problem is that I'm fallin' off

I know the expectation you have

And if you listen to that project, I was dealin' with that

'Cause when all the music stop and then you gave what you had

You're probably left with the regrets and there's no takin' it back

And now I'm starin' at a blank face

I'm sorry I'm the reason that you lost faith

You say the songs are helpful and they're relevant

But I couldn't save you for the hell of it

Everything I know is fallin'

I'm cold, I'm callin'

Your name, but this pain

Is all that I see right now

Oh, and I've been losin' purpose

I'm runnin' in these circles

I'm askin' if it's worth it?

I know that I need You, I know that I need You

But I think that I'm losin' my mi-mi-mi-mind

My mi-mi-mi-mind

My mi-mi-mi-mind

My mi-mi-mi-mind

My mi-mi-mi-mind

Everything I know is fallin'

I'm cold, I'm callin'

Your name, but this pain

Is all I ever see right now

Oh and I've been losin' purpose

I'm runnin' in these circles

I'm askin' if it's worth it

I know that I need You, I know that I need You

But I think that I'm losin' my mi-mi-mi-mind

My mi-mi-mi-mind

My mi-mi-mi-mind

My mi-mi-mi-mind

My mi-mi-mi-mind

And I don't have the answers for you, kid

But I know someone does

I know [?]