Freak Of Nature

The odor scent from the circus surrounding me causes ambiguous

Feelings. My home, a scenery of degeneration and morbidity. Filthy

Money feeds me. Your visits in this stronghold of humiliation seem

To awake no pangs of conscience. Your fresh bodies in beautiful

Cases are prepared for a journey of enchantment and horrors, despise

And intoxicating scam. Every laughter caused by the sight of

Me causes pain in my soul, distancing me from those worthy and

Dignified. None of you believes there is a story to tell.

This is me!

Feeling lonely, worn out entirely

Scared and afraid, troubled and offended

Cheated, abused, betrayed, confused

Threatened, beaten, insulted, humiliated

My life is insignificant

Welcome sire, you can admire

All freaks of nature, feel free, just to hire

You may laugh and we will disgust you

As long as you pay what we want you to

You're allowed to take our pictures

If you could see me behind the mask I'm always wearing

You will find a man who's been abused 'cause he is different

If we could swap just one day you'd understand

Who took him from me, something was wrong

They have always been his dearest friends

Why now? So raw, his flesh, their claws

Someone must have shown them what to do

Please, let this nightmare end now!

If you could see me behind the mask I'm always wearing

You will find a man who's been abused 'cause he is different

If we could swap just one day you'd understand

Sire, I am sorry I was

In the way of your spit, -who is monstrous!?

Maybe I should spit back at you

Just to prove I am human too

I'll take my vengeance upon you!

How can I go on in this life?

You left me here, now I'm all alone

These scars won't heal, never, I feel

So lost, it's not fair. You should have been here!

If you could see me behind the mask I'm always wearing

You will find a man who's been abused 'cause he is different