Mind Eraser

It was all part of the plan

Just think a year from now you won’t remember my name

We hydroplaned

And I watched us crash and burn before we hit the wall

Stepping stones don’t exist when I’ve fallen off a cliff

Selfishness, ignorance, fucking bliss

It wasn’t enough, I’m never enough

You say that you cared, I’m calling your bluff

I’ll never be fucking good enough

I tried to erase you but the words smeared on the paper

I need a…mind eraser

One so vile and abrasive that I won’t remember all the pain you put me through

This was all part of your plan

It’s been a year and I can’t remember your face

My minds gone blank but nothing feels the same

Memories replaced with the let-down of an empty promise

I should have called this from a mile away

But I was blinded by what was and what could have been us

And so I’ll stay awake at night haunted by the thought of years lost

And time spent caring for someone…

Who didn’t give a fuck whether I was still breathing at the end of the day

I still can’t believe how easily you dropped everything and pushed me away

So let me set this straight

I am everything you hate

I’m the grime that lines your sink

I’m the fucking demon seed

All I wanted was for you to fucking care for once in your selfish life

The time we wasted

The feeling of being alone, out in the cold

A misguided soul, destined to spend his life on his own

I hope you’re happy

I’m standing here with a sense of regret for the things I have said