Forgot To Be Happy

Screaming but no one’s home

I don’t wanna die alone

But I been going thru some things

Yeah

Broken but bills all paid

Got dreams but I’m still afraid

I been going through some things

Yeah

Lost inside my head

In this king-size bed

It’s like nobody even knows

Cause I been trapped in my perfect imperfect life

Fuck, I forgot to be happy

I don’t wanna

I don’t wanna be lonely

I might need somebody that can hold me

Cause I hate the sad me

I wanna be happy

I ain’t never been perfect being holy

I’m just tryna be better than the old me

Cause I hate the sad me (I’d rather be happy)

I forgot to be happy (I forgot to be happy)

Have you ever been weak

Have you ever felt solo

Stuck in a crowded room yet alone

Have you ever been me

Felt like you couldn’t go on

Putting the pieces back together

One by one

I’m lost inside my head

In this king-size bed

It’s like nobody even knows

Cause I been trapped in my perfect imperfect life

Fuck, I forgot to be happy

I don’t wanna

I don’t wanna be lonely

I might need somebody that can hold me

Cause I hate the sad me

I wanna be happy

I ain’t never been perfect being holy

I’m just tryna be better than the old me

Cause I hate the sad me (I’d rather be happy)

Forgot to be happy (I forgot to be happy)

I’m running yet I’m running out of time

(Said I’m running out of time)

Trying to chase these demons out of my mind

When did these sleepless night turn out to be my life?

Gonna smell the roses I’ll be fine

I don’t wanna

I don’t wanna be lonely

I might need somebody that can hold me

Cause I hate the sad me

(It ain't the said me)

I wanna be happy

I ain’t never been perfect being holy

I’m just tryna be better than the old me

(Truly happy for me)

Cause I hate the sad me (Remember the sad me)

I forgot to be happy (I got to be happy)

Yeah

I just wanna I just wanna be happy

Be happy for me

I just wanna I just wanna be happy for me

Happy for me happy for me

Yeah