Negative Space

This is not me, a casualty

The light you shine it would be all I see

But I close my eyes every time

Now I'm blind

Because I don't want to feel the pain

I went blind

Because I always accept the blame

I went blind

It's the only way that I feel safe

Shame is me, so just forget my name

I'm too numb, can't save me from it

Feel the turning in my stomach

You just sat and watched me plummet down

You’re a monster now

Safe to say

That you will never come back down

So when I waste away

The tides are all I have left to watch me drown

I hope you choke on every single word

You put your ego first

How could you save yourself when you’re nobody

You couldn't find enough to take away from me

You fucking make me sick

I've seen your kind before

You'll do anything to settle up a score

Get what you want and yet you’re still craving more

You lived with nothing learned

You'll get what's yours

This is a negative space

That's why you hide your face

You could never live with what you create

That's why you hide your face

Safe to say

That you will never come back down

So when I waste away

The tides are all I have left to watch me drown

You’re what's killing me

You’re what's killing me

But I'll never fall asleep

Now I'm blind

Cause I don't want to feel the pain

I went blind

Cause I always accept the blame

I went blind

It's the only way that I feel safe

Shame is me, so just forget my name

Safe to say

That you will never come back down

So when I waste away

The tides are all I have left to watch me drown

I'm too numb, can't save me from it

Feel the turning in my stomach

You just sat and watched me plummet down

You’re a monster now