Mariana's Trenchcoat

Her walls scream disaster

And I wouldn't put it past her to pull you in

My heart beats faster, and I know I'm not getting sleep tonight

The taste of your skin lingers in my head

She screams from my bed, she sits on my head

I can't even sleep when you're tangled with me

I like how you shake when you're wrapped in my sheets

I'm trying not to breathe, but I'm gasping and gaping at the seams

And you ask me: What will it take for me to get inside your heart?

I'll slither my way in and tear it apart

She sings to me, it's in my sleep, but you're not out here

I'm stuck here waiting

I've watched you slither out of every article of skin you wear

And my fingers sink so lightly

Between you and me, my fingers sink so lightly

She's on top of me

I never thought it'd be this way

Now I have a choice to make

I can barely breathe while she's on top of me

This is my memory

The cold sting of autumn is freezing me to you

I can't take it anymore

My lungs are so tired from contorting to amuse you

Lead me down again

I'm lost in my head

Dinner for one at the end of the night, in my bed

I am descending

Everything we've put each other through, I swear I'd never fall in love with you, but I was wrong

So damn wrong

I don't know what to say, you're so far away from me but I was wrong

Backseat of your car, I'll be going hard

She'll be sitting pretty, swear I had it in me

I was wrong. So damn wrong