Hopeless Suicide

I tried to ease the pain I own

Away to send my grey

And I tried to hide my tears from you

To not see me falling again (....white light)

But the question is here (....I'm falling for you)

To remain unanswered all

Hope in this life I had hoped

Till your chainless soul found me

All the questions are here

To remain unanswered all

All the pain I own

These promises we forever hold

Again one by one

We are vanishing from the wrath of God

This fear of will

Leaves a silence of thousand winds

With the ways I have dreamed

I don't believe on them anymore

Thy God trapped me here

To never find the answers I long for

All my life will end here

I cannot stand it anymore

Without your own will

I have to find my open tomb

All my life needs to end here

I cannot stand a minute longer

Without your own will

Without permission

I leave this world.

Hear my pray

To feel.....hear me

I tried to stay

I always try