Don't Speak Up

We'll talk for hours maybe even days

And then for weeks and months and years

Whatever's left

But I'm not listening 'cause nothing that you'll say

Will ever change

Yea it's all ingrained

And I'm going away

But before I do, I'll say:

You talk like

You need me

And act like

You understood

But I've got no meaning

Yea I am, just another face

And if I am so wrong

I'm sorry! It's just the way I feel

'Cause when you are with him

You're so on that I just wish

I didn't care but I do

I wish I could just never ever feel anything

You think I don't notice but I'm telling you

I do I do I do

But in the end it's always trivial

And I don't speak

So when you think that everything is fine!

It's not it's not 'cause I can never get me out of here

But I don't speak up

None of this is really about you

I'm just making it all up in my head and

You are really nobody special

Even if you were I could care less

I don't really feel a connection

And your passion bores me to death

I'm just so unique and so special

I don't really need anyone but myself!

And I'll pretend that I'm still talking to you

(But now I'm going away, going away, there's nothing that I wanna say!)