Every Morning

I get up every morning

By myself

What the hell

I'm trying to figure out what to eat

Not trying to think about

How you're not the one I had

I need to be somewhere else

In a half an hour

But I need to get on my feet

I need to beat the heat

I need to shower

I need to think

I want to think

It's better to think about

How you're not the one I had in mind

You are the one that I think about

And it's crazy to even say it out loud

To myself, in my room, in my car

No one else can think about you the way that I do

I can't even think of a single word to say

I've been trying to get going all day

But that's dumb, I'm dumb

I didn't even think about

How I'm not the one I had mind

For you and every thing you do

For the way that you talk

And the things that you say

I don't care, I am yours

I don't care, I don't, I don't, I don't

I am lost in a world of a thousand different things

I have hopes, I have dreams

I have things that I want to believe

Now I believe that everything is what I need

Obviously