Carnival

You saw my face

The one staring the dark

Staring through the window

All I saw

Were ways to swallow my heart

Deep inside my chest

I'm exploding

I want to take you home

Did you see those lights?

Those pretty lights

I remember that just last night

I could barely hold you

My hands were on fire

You made me who I am

The world flew by

with big black blobs on the highway

And maybe I was just

To tear-stained to see them

Tears cried for nothing

Anger thrown for just the same

Fury put my life out

To begin my misery

The night overcame me

Minute by the hour

Just can't seem to get you out of my head

Now that I'm done for

I see those crazy lights

That you tried to point out to me that night

Maybe this my violent night

Of losing, of loosings

Now you're free from all those nights

That we held up high

To prove that we co-exist

Now you're free from all those times

That we held inside

To prove that we can exist

I'm losing my mind

Please help me find

I'm dying without you