Pond Of Desperation

Mourners lament at my departure

Standing in a circle, they start to weep

Their tears assemble, stream to one

Filling the Pond of Desperation

Swallowed by the void, blachened encounter

Try to find myself, among chilling mist

A lullaby guides me through the dark

Reaching the Pond of Desperation

I pass eager through the soil

To become one with the earth

See myself in the blank water

Covered with dirt, kneel down to the shore

Percieve mute cries beyond surface

Desecrate moaning by waves of touch

I neat my face in their tears

Eyes start bleeding, itching pain within

Grief, despair, and agony entered

Clearing the Pond of Desperation

Scream into the dark, sneers resound

Plunged in monumental dismay

Refound myself before insanity

Cursing the Pond of Desperation

Wish to be dead - want to lay down

Bury myself - Swallowing dirt

Asphyxiation - breath their last breath, their tears inside

Second farewell - this once release