Paranoiacs song

I wanted to write this paranoiac song so bad

but I didn't succeed

pushed myself on the edge then I turned down

that's where I fell on my knees

walked days and days not remembering my name

I swear this song is much to deep

suddenly I saw this person that showed me the way

for more joy did I weep

BUT NOW THAT I HAVE FOUND YOU THERE'S STILL HOPE

NOW I'LL TAKE THE RIGHT DOOR SO I CAN COPE

I wanted to walk like jesus christ so bad

but I didn't succeed

pulled my heart out and never put it back

that's why I so bleed

you could say sometimes I cross the line

once for selfishness once for greed

until that day that I found your odor passing me

following hours of the deed

BUT NOW THAT I HAVE FOUND YOU THERE'S STILL HOPE

NOW I'LL TAKE THE RIGHT DOOR SO I CAN COPE

I wanted to die like the lizard king so bad, but I didn't succeed

took all the dope I found and squeezed it all at once so I lost all my heat

then watched the mirror for a whole week long, I couldn't breath

BUT NOW THAT I HAVE FOUND YOU THERE'S STILL HOPE

NOW I'LL TAKE THE RIGHT DOOR SO I CAN COPE