Cold December

Those nights we walk together

I couldn't sleep

Well I still remember what you wore now

It was the cold december air

the way the rain hit your hair but then

I woke up from a dream I can't repair

and then realized

how far I'd finally come

Well the damage that's been made

The hurt I've caused can never be erased

only until now

can we disappear

Now

I walked alone some nights

thinking of the time

we laid your soul to rest

This disillusion comforts me

I wait for you sometimes

but always feel my life

is flashing way to fast

We never had a second chance

So when was my place branded

faithless lost again

So when was my place branded

faithless lost my friend

I will never trust and

label death as my only defense

I will never trust again

I will never trust and

label death as my only defense

I will never love again

I still remember when your

You were found

and we were bored

let's live

one more time

I've made my way this life's

taken so much time to manufacture grace

I feel the darkness fall

I can remember times when so much

Love and hate made something more than

Haste

It made me push you more

So when are we supposed to leave this place

Why you not me

So when were we supposed to climb on top of grace

From your cold hands

and your dead eyes

From your cold

Hands I Cry

I will never trust and

label death as my only defense

I will never trust again

I will never trust and

label death as my only defense

I will never love again

I will never trust and

label death as my only defense

I will never love again

I still remember that cold december