Now That I'm At The Top Of My Game

There was a time

When I would unravel

And drown in the snow

There was a time

When getting murdered

Would feel like a joke

But I'm alive

Don't let me die

Now that I'm at the top of my game

There was a time

When I'd apologize

When I should have been saying 'thank you'

Times when I'd be filled with shame

Over things that everybody goes through

But now I'm free

I like being me

Now that I'm at the top

Now that I'm at the top

Now that I'm at the top of my game

I get stronger

With every punch

And every kick

And every rock that hits my back

And every time that I get sick

Oh I get stronger too

There is still times when I feel sad as hell

And there are times I downright scare myself

Times when the rage inside me swells

Into a big black tidal wave

And I feel like an idiot

But I know who I can deal with it

Now that I'm at the top

Now that I'm at the top

Now that I'm at the top of my game