Envy-days

Seeking me throughout the day

Wandering in my thoughts - nowhere to go

It follows and look for my mind

And i have this feeling so close

Trying to push me down - wherever i go

I will try to keep it away

Am i living dreams or illusions?

Am i walking beyond the edge?

If i am awake

I will find the strenght to win

We live in the envy-days

Believe me we can really escape

So let's keep on fighting and open our eyes

Disturbing me during the day

It blinds me like the sun, rips my soul

It changes everyone

And even if i see its face

It punches me back and knocks me down

- but i'm not still

I'm sorry - i'll stop it someday

Am i living dreams or illusions?

Am i walking beyond the edge?

If i am awake

I will find the strenght to win

We live in the envy-days

Believe me we can really escape

So let's keep on fighting and open our eyes

Innocents come and go

And envy surrounds a poor soul

Burying lives when no one

Really knows the end is

I'll strive like never before

Running from this curse

- keeping this feeling so far

And even if i see its face

It punches me back and knocks me down

- but i'm not still

I'm sorry

-but i'm just so sure i can beat this nasty game

Am i living dreams or illusions?

Am i walking beyond the edge?

If i am awake

I will find the strenght to win

We live in the envy-days

Believe me we can really escape

So let's keep on fighting and open our eyes

I am feeling so good right now

There is a relief in my mind and my soul

Now i know where to go!