Apotheosis

I fall fast like nightingales in winter's cold sharp grasp

The ground approaches faster

With every struggle to lift your wings to fly again

But with every attempt comes failure

It natural

I can't pretend to think that all this effort will pay off anymore

I'm content with losing as long as this all finally just goes away

I've lost her

I stripped her life away with my own hands

I watched my world slip through the cracks

Alone, and I'm

Feeling conscious for the very first time

Now I'll pave the way into this corrupted mind

I'm going farther than I've ever tried

Now I've found a way to end this precious life

My heart is just a pulse away from bursting out through my chest

Cold fear shoots through my veins like shock waves,

My God this can't be happening

And now its too late,

I can't stop this anymore

Regret, regret, regret, regret!

"How the hell did I end up here?

I can't recall this place at all

Is this my imagination?

Or was that my dying breath?"

I'm lost here

I'll take my life away of my own free will

It has become so clear, as I'm

Feeling conscious for the very first time

Now I'll pave the way into this corrupted mind

I'm going farther than I've ever tried

Now I've found a way to end this precious life