Dear Mathew

Dear mathew i like you a lot

I realize you're in a relasionship with someone right now

And i respect that

I'd like you to know that if you're ever single in the future

And you want to come visit me in california where i could be

Over the spinning time with you and finding out how old you were

When you wrote your first song

Dear jonathan i want you too much

I used to be a track to devise who would lie to me

And thinks only about themselves

And you were plenty selfdistructive for my taste of times

I used to say the more tragic the better

The truth is whenever i think of the early ninetees

You're face comes up with a vandence like it was yesterday

Dear taris i love you much see

You've been nothing but openharted and emotionally available

And supportive and nurturing and ...... there for me

I've been trying to push you away i remember how beautiful it

Was

To fall asleep on your couch and cry in front of you for the

First time

You were the best platform to jump from beyond myself

Wat was wrong with me?

Dear marcus you rock my world

You had a careless manic way about you with the women

And you got me seriously thinking about spirituality

And you would let me get away with kicking my own ass

But i could never really feel relaxed and looked all for around

You go

And that stoped us from getting any furthur than we did

And that's kind of too bad 'cause we could have much more fun

Dear lou we learned so much

I realize we won't be able to talk for some time

And i understand that as i do you the longest instill was the

Hardest

And we did as well as we could

We were together in a very tumultuous time in our lives

I will always have your back and be curious about you

About your career you were about