Confused

[Verse 1-Ali Vegas]

Yo

I was forced to live it

Other cats was brought up in it

Surrounded by drug spots, cemeteries, abortion clinics

I watch my older strong arms grow soft and timid

Until he got caught he sentenced and now he forced to been with

Up north's the sentence, I found a team to score and win with

And until this day we haven't lost a scrimmage

We floss a minute, we always know where to draw the limit

See the rich cop expensive shit to get the poor offended

My whole click related, until we situated

Seen five out the top ten that made it

Ballon'll get inflated due to diamonds and karats

The finest and fairest designed to blind the mind of a savage

Luckily I was raised by the Adriatic

That taught me how to keep my lyrics flaming crazy rapid

And still maintain an 80 average

Since Vegas was in a baby carriage

I always knew I would never sick of that train and care shit

I want to make the same impact that cocaine and crack did

What can I say I guess my moms raised me backwards

The streets ain't never offered me shit but a waiting casket

If I run I'm scared, but if I stay I'm dead

[Hook-Ali Vegas]

I'm confused

Sometimes I feel like I can't lose

Come back down to reality and tap the concrete with my shoes

I'm confused

Sometimes I feel like I can't lose

And my people keep telling me "Dog, get a grip"

[Verse 2-Ali Vegas]

We all awaiting Christ, others got money awaiting dice

Me, I had to stick with the stage and mic

My mother told me them toes that you step on today might be connected to that ass you kiss later in life

So I'ma take it like...

Throwing dice in great cracks, spending nights in state slacks

Life's a payback

I say life is a gift

They say with ever thing comes a price and a risk

Sleep was always nice with his fist and I was twice nice with the fifth

Eyes you to swift, I always wondered why the wise didn't rip

And why politicians always replace their lies with a myth

My mother always handled family ties with a twist

So I perfected my why's and my if's

So many try but they miss

When I die and I'm stiff, I want my music to be recognized more than this

I put a lot of thought in this since the days of being sent to the stores with lists

I decided rather poor or rich, Crisco is the closet I'm gone come to pouring Cris

And my rap lines is never bordemness

Just close your eyes and pick a side of the bone, I guess I got the shorter end

[Hook-Ali Vegas]

I'm confused

Sometimes I feel like I can't lose

Come back down to reality and tap the concrete with my shoes

I'm confused

Sometimes I feel like I can't lose

And my people keep telling me "Dog, get a grip"

[Verse 3-Ali Vegas]

Ayo it's hard to live where them losers crack jokes on retarded kids

And disrespectful kids get barred from the crib

Other cats stacking O's, dodging feds

God forbid I do something on earth that'll scar my kids

Lord knows my father did, starting fights in the bar with Mike

You get beat bloody with rods and pipes, just because you scar they knights

My squad will strike if the odds is right

Hundred killers with cars and bikes, hopped out on me and my moms one night

We had to flee in the lightning and rain

Now I see why Sleep smoke tress to ease and lighten the pain

As long as ideas keep enlightening the brain, and I keep writing them flames

Then I'ma be aiight in this game

Forget fighting with dames, keep it tight and my cypha won't change

Even if some judge try enditing the game

Most of y'all swift with the hands, but light in the aim

Yo I'm confused son...