No Way Out

I´ve been disposed into space´s waves

huddled up, immobile, i flay out of my messy skin

reserved in my emotions i´m so alone behind huge walls

I fall to my knees and expose my nape

I´ll close my eyes and drift off to distant stars

of images you can´t see or smell

all of my immaterial images are without edges or corners

here i perceive scattered mosaic thoughts

And there´s the door

but there´s no way out

there´s no way out, no way out

there´s no way out, no way out

My reconciled illusions are fading out one by one

my oppressive illusions are kept in the deepest dark abyss

show me a path where my dreams can run away

show me your black veins and specify the goal

I´m praying, i´m trying, i feel so confused

I´m laying, i´m kneeling, i feel so dirty

and all dark things are gathered up into a sealed off circle

I don´t see a way out

And there...

I lead the eternal fight to its final moments

the piss is still warm on my face

I don´t know if i´m to cry or smile

I´m laying, i´m crying, i´m on my knees, i´m dying

And there...

Join with me and together we´ll venture

into a depopulated world of puppets and empty chaoss

a world of absurdity and futility

put aside in the middle of a bottomless eternity

You can´t imagine how it dances inside me

I´m almost lulled to the edge of eternal silence

noise of scattering glass intersects a dark night like a loud scream

maybe this came the moment i woke up and stood up

And there...