Loved

Well, I've been struggling to find myself

When I would rather be anybody else

Tonight I'll lie awake and send myself to hell

For being who I am, and telling what I tell

But you help me fall asleep

Make me feel like I'm worth something

Give aim and definition to sharpen up my blurry vision

An open ear a honest voice, a soothing tone to ease the noise

No cure to all my sad thoughts

But a reminder I too deserve to be loved

Well, I've been bathing in a puddle of self-doubt

When one others happiness succeeds to bum me out

And I compare myself to folks I barely know

And that's just the kind of place

Where insecurity likes to grow

And have I turned into the guy I used to pity and despise?

Because I don't take any actions to make something of my life

With no perspective of a future, no real goal that's in my head

I trade the will to build on something for drinking beers at home instead

I'm so anxious of the years to come, a thought that makes me spin

Dodging every fucking question that has to do with plans or dreams

But there's an orb of light in every cave, it's cliche but it's true

And I'm trying to stay positive, even when it's just for you

Cause' you help me fall asleep

Make me feel like I'm worth something

Give aim and definition to sharpen up my blurry vision

An open ear a honest voice, a soothing tone to ease the noise

No cure to all my sad thoughts

But a reminder I too deserve to be loved