War Of Nerves

Monday on the line

When you know that now's the time

To leave and be free

Aware of your destiny

When that moment arrives

Wild visions through your mind

And all I see is what used to be

My life could soon be a memory

I don't ever want to feel pain

Want to be ready when you call my name

I don't ever want to feel fear

'Cause every night feels alright when you're near

Battle through this war of nerves

When your life, it take's a turn

And what I have is what I fear

While in my mind your lying here

Fear, that unholy dread

There's a piece of me in all he said

All kinds of weird stuff inside my head

The stage fright in my own bed

I don't ever want to feel pain

Want to be ready when you call my name

I don't ever want to feel fear

'Cause every night feels alright when you're near

Don't want to be like a voice without words

'Cause I need you here with me

Don't want to be alone in this world

Will I suppress my fear?

And will I beat this war of nerves

I don't ever want to feel pain

Want to be ready when you call my name

I don't ever want to feel fear

'Cause every night feels alright when you're near

I don't ever wanna feel pain

When it's over, will I feel the same

I don't ever wanna feel fear

This war of nerves that I reserve for when you're here

I don't ever wanna feel pain

I'm feeling hurt, but I feel no shame

I don't ever wanna feel fear

Do I deserve these cruel words we have here?